jenny - this is for you, find peace that you raised the most wonderful precious man that touched so many with his adorable, fun, loving personality.. I OFTEN think of him.. and you should be extremely proud of bringing up such a fabulous soul. He was taken far too early but you will be with him again.. as a mum now myself it shows what wonderful loving parents he had - :( I miss him terribly and I am so sorry for this pain.. you can contact me on sarah.churchill@live.co.uk if you ever want to talk merry christmas xxx